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Mind boggling

2011-12-27T09:00:00.000-08:00

salam!! a'laikum!! peace be upon you!

weeeeee~~. it has been awhile, i know.

yes! yes! i have nothing to say, just have a lot of things in my mind. hurmm. a lot. yes a lot.

a lot. yep. a lot. but nothing serious. but of course it is important for me.

but it's okay, i can do it! i can! i can! weeeee~~~ ^__________^

can i? can i? i must do my best. am i doing my best? am i? hurm. i must! i must!

heeee. all the best! fail to plan means plan to fail. i must not fail to plan! go go jiayok! heee.

goodnight. :)

feeling irritated?

2011-06-13T02:46:00.000-07:00

oh yeah. this is what i'm going to talk about.

frustration and irritation.

towards who?

your friends? your acquaintance? others? or rather, yourself?

face it people, your ill feelings always come from yourself not others.

stop saying that you are annoyed by your surroundings.

the top most problem is actually you, yourself.

don't blame other people for your failure,

you will gain nothing from it, simply, nil.

..................................................errrrrrrr

oh wait, not really nothing, you will just attracts more and more hatred into your life.

hence, lets end this by embracing yourself, think, and let your mind and your heart be at peace,

get yourself closer to God, do whatever it takes, simple stuff will do, you don't have to change in a sec, just take one step at a time,

every night, before you go to sleep, think all the good and the bad things you have contributed during the day,

and try your best to live better on the next day, if you are still breathing.

so, don't waste your energy on doing things that you might regret, stay focus so that you won't feel remorseful of the past.

however, mistakes can be forgiven, as we are only human.

so, that's it for today, may your life be blessed. ameen.

How long has it been?

2011-04-25T09:54:00.000-07:00

peace be upon you.......

yeay!

miss blogging!!! (not really.....[-__-'''])

And so, yeah~. life is cool.

Its been awhile since i post anything on this blog.

I felt like posting something.

But do not really have anything in mind.

Sometimes I just wondered how people has a lot of stuffs to share in the internet,

while i'm having a hard time thingking of what to share here,

(did not even put any effort actually.....) (=.=)

Its alreally late, i'm just posting random stuff.

So, yeah..... bye2. Good Night people~ peace be upon you guys~

...The End...

COMING THRougHHHHH!!!!!

2010-10-28T05:37:00.000-07:00

hi people, today i just want to say..........

EXAM IS COMINGGGGGGGGGG!!!!

ALERT!!!! ALERTTTT!!!! NI NO NI NO NI NO!!!

panic?

erm. yeah kind of.

r u ready?

r u kidding me?!

started study?

hurmmm......

gagagaga?

gigigigiggi......

so, when r u going to study?

errrrkkkkk.... no idea......

so, all the best.

yeah, thank you. (--.''')

do not sleep late.

2010-06-22T05:24:00.000-07:00

i just want to share this with you guys: DO NOT SLEEP LATE!
one thing for sure it is not good for your health.
you will end up waking up late. uh uh. not good.
if u have class the next morning u will lose focus.
doing this continuously can cause heart attack and stroke.

last night i stayed up until almost 5 in the morning, and today i caught myself a flu.
sore throat. urggHhh! and last night my heart beat was a bit abnormal and it's kind of painful.
so. this is a reminder for everybody.
do not sleep late at night nor sleeping in the day not at night can also cause several hormones problem.

changes

2010-06-21T02:44:00.000-07:00

i'm going to make some changes in the content for my blog from now on.
i hope this is for the best.
i'll do my best to show a good example of a muslimah.
most of the thing i've been sharing in this blog is not important.
i'll do my best. so please look foward to it.

important step into being a better person. InsyAllah.

Gin!

2010-04-02T11:05:00.000-07:00

i was so excited and anxious to know ichimaru's bankai.
y did it suddenly stop at that??!!! ARGH!
even though i'm slightly feeling frustrated about it but i just love how the mangaka arrange it to become so triggering.
ha~~. i like. WEEEEEEEEEEEE!

EXCELLENT!!!

2010-03-25T18:53:00.000-07:00

I'M FALLING MORE AND MORE IN LOVE WITH ONE PIECE NARUTO AND BLEACH!!!!

yeah i know ichigo~.

can't wait till the battle of the two.

the best appearance in bleach and one piece.
the guardian of the two.

shanks.

and kurosaki ishhin

7 Things Never to Say to Your Boss

2010-03-18T22:41:00.000-07:00

This is something that i read from yahoo and i think its kinda awesome. so i want to share it here.

7 Things Never to Say to Your Boss

Karen Burns, On Wednesday March 17, 2010, 11:19 am EDT

Everyone has a boss. Even if you "work for yourself," you're still an employee to your client.

A big part of maintaining the boss-employee relationship is to never allow a boss to think you dislike your work, are incapable of doing it, or--worse--consider it beneath you.

These sound like no-brainers, but many statements heard commonly around the workplace violate these basic rules. Looking for an example? Here are seven heard in workplaces all the time. They may seem ordinary, even harmless. But try reading these from your boss's point of view. You'll see right away why it's smart to never allow these seven sentences to pass your lips:

"That's not my job." You know what? A lot of bosses are simple souls who think your job is to do what's asked of you. So even if you're assigned a task that is, indeed, not your job, refrain from saying so. Instead, try to find out why your boss is assigning you this task--there may be a valid reason. If you believe that doing the task is a bad idea (as in, bad for the company) you can try explaining why and suggesting how it could be better done by someone else. This may work, depending on the boss. In any case, remember that doing what's asked of you, even tasks outside your job description, is good karma.

[See the 50 worst job interview mistakes.]

"It's not my problem." When people say something is not their problem it makes them look like they don't care. This does not endear them to anybody, especially the boss. If a problem is brewing and you have nothing constructive to say, it's better to say nothing at all. Even better is to pitch in and try to help. Because, ultimately, a problem in the workplace is everyone's problem. We're all in it together.

"It's not my fault." Yet another four words to be avoided. Human nature is weird. Claiming that something is not our fault often has the result of making people suspect it is. Besides, what's the real issue here? It's that something went wrong and needs to be fixed. That's what people should be thinking about--not who is to blame.

"I can only do one thing at a time." News flash: Complaining you are overworked will not make your boss feel sorry for you or go easier on you. Instead, a boss will think: (1) you resent your job, and/or (2) you aren't up to your job. Everybody, especially nowadays, feels pressured and overworked. If you're trying to be funny, please note that some sarcasm is funny and lightens the mood. Some just ticks people off.

[See how to answer 10 tricky interview questions.]

"I am way overqualified for this job." Hey, maybe you are. But the fact is, this is the job you have. You agreed to take it on and, while you may now regret that decision, it's still your job. Complaining that it's beneath you only makes you look bad. Plus, coworkers doing similar jobs may resent and dislike you. And guess what? Bosses will not think, "Oh, this is a superior person whom I need to promote." Nope, they'll think, "What a jerk."

"This job is easy! Anyone could do it!" Maybe what you're trying to convey here is that you're so brilliant your work is easy. Unfortunately, it comes off sounding more like, "This work is stupid." Bosses don't like hearing that any work is stupid. Nor do they really like hearing that a job is easy peasy. It belittles the whole enterprise. If a task is simple, be glad and do it as quickly as you can. Even "stupid" work needs to get done.

"It can't be done." Saying something can't be done is like waving a red flag in a boss's eyes. Even if the thing being suggested truly is impossible, saying it is can make you look ineffectual or incapable. Better to play detective. Why is the boss asking you to do whatever it is? What's the problem that needs to be solved? What's the goal? Search for doable ways of solving that problem or reaching that goal. That's what bosses really want. Most of them do not expect the impossible.

Last words: When in doubt, remember that silence really is golden.

Karen Burns is the author of the illustrated career advice book The Amazing Adventures of Working Girl: Real-Life Career Advice You Can Actually Use, recently released by Running Press. She blogs at www.karenburnsworkinggirl.com.

not good at it?

2010-03-08T22:59:00.000-08:00

ahhh!
not good at it, is not really a good reason not to do so.
do u get what i mean?
haha. i guess not.
actually you are pretty good at it, but it is just that you do not seem to acknowledge your ability in doing so.
you are just being deniable of what you have promise to yourself and what you are capable of.
stop being deniable. use the ability wisely. use it in a different manner and different purpose.
i know you are scared, but if you do not want to crush the wall that u have created. everything will not change and you will be looked upon as a coward 4ever even though u are not.
well, it does makes u a coward if u decide to run away from it.

so be positive okay.

i am a little bit upset

2010-02-14T23:51:00.002-08:00

just now i was just about to post a new post. and i've finished and already click the "publish post"
the post was not too long but not too short either.
and i did that for just u know... not wasting time, okay.
just to share my thoughts and opinions.
but suddenly HILANG. what~~?? sabar2.
Assobruminall Iman. huhh~~. (my fav hadis) V(^o^)V hehe. sempat lagi.
and now i ended up posting this this this.... haaaa~.
there's no use sighing for nothing.
anyway. a post is a post. hey2. hehe. bye.

2010-02-14T23:51:00.001-08:00

LOVE

2010-02-14T23:29:00.000-08:00

so i have another thing in mind to talk about.

it is associated with everyday life.

it is about LOVE.

The love that comes from the heart should be first and shall forever be the first is the LOVE for ALLAH the Most Gracious Most Merciful.

The love should be proudly put foward is the love to the Messenger of Allah, Nabi Muhammad (SAW). He whom loves his Ummah.

The love towards ur mother, mother, mother. The one and only UMI that i love. The one who carried me in her tummy through out the whole 9 months without any rest.

The love towards ur dad. Ayah. My dad. The one who works hard for the family. He is my inspiration. I'm proud to be ur daughter Ayah.

The love for families, friends, all the people living in this world, the animals, the insects, the plants, the living being in the universe, the foods, the things. the things? lol. sounds weird. anyway, it should be everything. ermm. really?

well. anyway. the most important thing I should love The Lord, The Messenger, Mom and Dad, Siblings, Families and Friends. dan yg sekutu dgnnyer.

oppsie, have a lot more to catch up with my studies. TATA.

..THE END..

Friendships

2010-02-14T03:21:00.000-08:00

exam blues

2010-02-14T03:11:00.000-08:00

aiyoh~.

gambatte! jiayo'! aja aja hwaithing! him na ra him! berusaha! doing my best! ker??

hehe.

YAPPA!

2010-02-13T03:33:00.000-08:00

okie dokie.
i'm tired right now and so i decided to write something on this blog.
hm.
so, what do i have in mind.

ah! *blink* i know!
i just want to talk about one of my friends.
her name is Maulidil Wana. she's one my 18 roomates.
she's cute, pretty, loving, funny,... em. there a lot of good traits about her.

although we were not so close in the first sem,
but now we know more about each other.
i'm glad that i get closer to her. hehe.
most prbbly we are not going to meet until next year.
i hope she will do well.

i know u are a very hardworking person.
thanx for sharing your computer 1 knowledge with me when i was seriously not ready to take the exam.
we were like studying the whole night. what time do we sleep?
i can hardly remember.
i was to tired. haha. reminds me of Ira. we were studying understanding Islam until emm.. i think almost 4. and our exam at 9 am. uh. my eyes can hardly open in the morning.

oh n i'm hope everybody's result will pass with flying colours. YAY! Ameen. :D

hai again

2009-12-14T05:22:00.000-08:00

hello journal!
did u miss me? well i guess not.
2 days ago was a start of midterm break. as usual, there will be exam after the break.
if i'm not mistaken the last blog was on my midbreak too right. hahah.
i guess i haven't post anything since last sem.
well, that's me. i hope my next blog would not be on the next sem midbreak again. ^^
well, whatever it is,
i just want to post something.
thinking that maybe i just should.
i do miss blogging a little.
bye bye journal for now. when i have the mood i'll write anything. :P

going back to nilai on sunday

2009-07-23T20:19:00.001-07:00

ahhh!!!!
i don't wanna leave my home!!!
no!!!

ahhh... well...
got to, its not like i have a choice.
accounting and arabic paper here i come!!!!

NO!! STAY AWAY!!!!
i haven't prepared yet!!!

what have i been doing at home not revising?
that is one BRILLIANT question!!!
i've been fulfilling my job as a manga addict.
i can't do that over in nilai. so, i've been on the net for 24 hours, reading manga.

i'm doomed!!! "go and study!" said violet and sky.
"okay i will, after i finished reading," i said.
but, unfortunately, my hand does not seems to budge from the laptop.
ohh!!! what am i going to do???!!!
"oh~ whatever."

the end.

wohoo!!! I'm Home!!!

2009-07-19T06:31:00.000-07:00

MY HOME! MY HOME! MY HOME!
the sweetest place ever exist!
thank GOD i'm home!
i missed home! i missed home so much!!! i missed my tilam!! i missed reading manga!! i missed everything!!
now i'm home!!
yeahhh!!!
i'm home!! and to add to this excitement i'm having a midsem break!!
woooooo!!! well only for a week though...... (--.) and right after the break, i have exams which spoil the mood... *sighhhhhh*
anyway i'm home now, so i'll just enjoy myself for the time being.
not planning to go out just planning to rest in this house. ahh~~~ great~~~...
time to go...salam... bye....

okay. now i have the mood.

2009-07-04T02:39:00.000-07:00

okay. so it has been a month since then, everything is cool.
i'm happy with my new 19 roomates.
they are:-
1) Nas
2) Dibah
3) Ira
4) Kak Aisy
5) Tasha
6) Nur
7) Te A
8) Wana
9) Wani
10)Dilin
11)Farah
12)K-mah
13)Zura
14)Ziemah
15)G-hah
16)Bila
17)Amal
18)Nawan
19)Huda

but unfortunately, 2 of the people who are listed above are now no longer my roomates.(but very fortunate 4 those two people) this is BECOZZ!!! they are accepted into Maktab.
they said they want to be a teacher. so they applied for it. dush! they get it.
the 2 persons are Te A and Tasha. Goodluck both of you!
we the A-2-7 will always remember you! You guys will always be in the A-2-7 heart!
do ur best! if not...... emm.... if not.... emm.... when i think of something cruel i'll tell you guys. ok?
pray for us here!

ok. that's it.

continue the second part

2009-07-03T05:06:00.000-07:00

okay. so, i said a few weeks ago that i will continue wherever i left.
nah~~~... i won't.
too lazy~~. uh. not good. that's it.
i'll type something when i have the mood.
goodbye for now.
later, whenever i feel like it.
hahahah!!!

HOME FROM ASASI but for only 2 days. gee~~...

2009-06-05T04:18:00.000-07:00

i'm so tired!
i was admited into not hospital but to IIUM or UIAM which is internatianol islamic university of malaysia or also known as universiti islam antarabangsa malaysia.
it was on the 24th of may that was 2 weeks ago.... i think, the first week was the taa'ruf week (get to know things over there i think) in petaling jaya. All the first year students was told to do this and that. We were informed to not do this and to do that and that and that and that and so on. Too many things that i just couldnt remember (opppsssiiieee...what's the point then?huhu).
i was actually happy there with a room for 4 people. I got to know my roomates pretty well, Nadia, Mira and Syakinah. Good people but all taking science courses. i was the only who took an art course which is economy. But well, i couldnt care less. So, the taa'ruf week ended (it was only for a week,okay) then all the art students were to send to nilai. We were told that we are only allowed to travel to nilai by the bus that was provided by the UIA.

It was a....urmm....well...i was sleeping all through the journey, so it was as if the journey never happened. huhuhu.

and for the second week.
dush! to be continued...

expressing things

2009-05-12T11:49:00.000-07:00

i just want to share one very important thing in my life.

which is:-

expressing myself.
i'm sorry. to that person whom i love from the bottom of my heart.
i'm not good at expressing or telling people about my life if i'm not asked. (except by blogging but of course i don't blurted out every single thing about my life here)
is it bad? i thought it is. and still thinking the same way.(and of course is not about the blurting out everything in the blog)

i'm scared that i might have hurt that person's feeling for not telling how i am doing and the things that are going on around me.
it's not that i have to tell everything,(you are not that kind of person, i believe so) but it's just that when something important happened to me i just couldn't see it as important.(but you did and that might have hurt you without living me a hint) and just let it be.

I would not tell anyone about anything, but WILL when asked or desperate.(and that might have hurt you more because you will be like the last one to know eventhough u weren't) well, it's nothing confidential that it is not allowed to be known i don't really have those kind of stories. but i'm just a bit(em, i think not a bit but EXTREAMLY i guess) insensitive. i'm very insensitive sometimes especially towards you. even i, can see it clearly.

i'm very sorry. i'm trully sorry. i just want to always be honest with you. and always am. and still trying. trying to do so without dragging along anyone with me. i don't like having a secret(which is mine not anybody else) that i can't tell you. you know almost all of my secret(i'm not exageratting okay, i said almost).

i know (i think) you dont want to talk about something that will disturbed me greatly. cautious that it might hurt me(i think). that's why you have never asked a single thing and waited for me all along to tell about it myself. but i don't know how. that is how selfish i am towards you. i can hardly say it infront of you. face to face. of course. you should know it already, i'm a coward. scared that i might hurt you? (i don't understand it myself when i was actually hurting you, isnt it stupid? oh wait. were you hurt? now i think i'm confused)

that's why only by using this i can say it out loud to you. for now. i hope you could understand.
i have always realised that you are as warm as a cup of hot coffee in the cold winter. (made up suka hati je myself, buhahaha!:P cool tak?) every single words came out from my heart except those stupid jokes came right out of my head.
i have always wanted to tell you this, and you gave me the chance and the power to do so when you just simply mention that we will always be bff and you asked me to tell any new things. OMG! IT'S THE MAGIC WORDs!

PS: erk.. on second thought i think i really am a very emotional person, aren't I? dont you think so? weird eh. i have always tried very hard to runaway from that fact. oh. pathetic me. i'm a drama-queen eh? my sis always said to me. u should just properly tell her how you feel but please throw away your dramatical ways. i'm sorry i can't. this is just who i am. so please, follow my pace for a bit.

someone complained

2009-05-10T21:30:00.000-07:00

there was this someone...
ehh.. wait. should i say someone?
no i think there was this two people, whom i adore were complaining about my blog.
well. what can I do? i just don't have anything in mind to share in the blog.
so thanx to this two people i'm posting one today.

HERE!!! this post is specially made for u two.

HAHAHAHAH!!!!
ah. yeah. come to think of it. it's a rare thing for one of the two human beings whom i was talking about sleep late. it has become this person's habit nowadays.
huhh. who gave this person a bad example?! ME?!
should i blame myself? NO! i like to blame others too.
this is ur fault too!!!
ahh...WAIT! no. no. i think i know who is the culprit.
it must be that person. yeah. must be.
becoz, when it sleeps it awakes. when it awakes it sleeps.

I missed this song so much!

2009-05-10T12:01:00.000-07:00

it's such A lovely song.
i just loved it. It makes feel comfortable.
Feel happy. i dont how to express the feeling.
this is not really an old song. but not the latest one. it was last year or the year before.
hmm.. not sure. can't remember. not good at ingat-ingat things.
but this song. ahh~~.
i missed it! SO MUCH!!!

ASMA ALLAH. such lovely song sang beautifully by Sami Yusuf.

Happy mother's day!

2009-05-10T11:48:00.000-07:00

Blessed is your face
Blessed is your name
My beloved
Blessed is your smile
Which makes my soul want to fly
My beloved
All the nights
And all the times
That you cared for me
But i never realised it
And now it’s too late
Forgive me

Now i’m alone filled with so much shame
For all the years i caused you pain
If only i could sleep in your arms again
Mother i’m lost without you

You were the sun that brightened my day
Now who’s going to wipe my tears away
If only i knew what i know today
Mother i’m lost without you

Ummahu, ummahu, ya ummi
Wa shawqahu ila luqyaki ya ummi
Ummuka, ummuka, ummuka ummuka
Qawlu rasulika
Fi qalbi, fi hulumi
Anti ma’i ya ummi
Mother... mother... o my mother
How i long to see o mother
“your mother, your mother, your mother”
Is the saying of your prophet
In my heart, in my dreams
You are always with me mother

Ruhti wa taraktini
Ya nura ‘aynayya
Ya unsa layli
Ruhti wa taraktini
Man siwaki yahdhununi
Man siwaki yasturuni
Man siwaki yahrusuni
‘afwaki ummi
Samihini...
You went and left me
O light of my eyes
O comfort of my nights
You went and left me
Who, other than you, will embrace me?
Who, other than you, will cover me?
Who, other than you, will guard over me?
Your pardon mother, forgive me

header.

2009-04-30T10:37:00.000-07:00

which one should I use?
i love both.
but i chose that one.
why?
i dont know.:P
here's another one.

it died

2009-04-29T05:22:00.000-07:00

i cant explained my feeling in words.
when i saw the kitten died.
it was so pretty cute active but coward. but just a couple minutes ago i saw it lied on the cement and not moving an inch.
i wanted to cry but couldnt. i was so scared and still am.
the kitten's mummy just watch her kitten lying dead like a mother looking at her dead child. it was something that i never want to see in my whole life.
we tried to bury him, i tried to lift it up but couldnt.
i screamed. i cant! i cant! i cant!
who's the coward now?
i was so scared. when we covered it with newspapers the kitten's mom sit on the papers searching for her kitty. i lifted her up and put her somewhere else and asked my brother to pick the kitty up.
she ran towards my brother not wanting to let go of her kitty.
we buried the kitty and went back home. the cat still now looking at the sky. not moving an inch as if she was praying and remembering about her lost kitten.
i never ever want to see it ever again. i want today to be the last.
goodbye kitty.

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2009-04-16T05:14:00.000-07:00

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FAIL

2009-04-12T21:53:00.000-07:00

fail,
yep. this is the WORD that keep on appearing on the blue paper, (how nasty!)
not leaving me alone,
not at all,
how on earth can i eradicate this word?
this word for the rest of my life. ( i even take another 4 hours, sum up the money!)

fail,
ARGHH!!! i hate to fail! i HATE the word FAIL!!!
it brings my confidence, self esteem, happiness, etc. down.
it is so......!!!!!(i couldn't find the right word.;p blame my low vocab!)

UWAH!!!! (TOT)
it's so painful when it happened the second time.
there goes my precious money soaring up into the sky and dissapeared.(my parents' money apparently, that makes it even more sore)

what am i going to do?
i dont want this to happen again!
NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahh~.. well, not my luck i guess.
i almost give up,
thanks to umi, ayah, tya, uncle mat, uncle loi, azman, ain, trah, meera and to those who failed.
i regain my spirit and going to keep on trying.
God had planned all this for me,
i know i will gain good things from the lost that i paid.

PS: of course it's painful. it's painful when the money from the work of ur parents go to waste. Besides, i could never blame my love for money. (love=appreciate OKAY! eventhough i'm a bit of a materialistic)

1:22 p.m (monday 13/4/09)

one piece opening... thsk.. share the world

2009-04-07T02:07:00.000-07:00

KYAAAHH!!! YATTAAA!!!
here goes the latest opening of one piece!!! SHARE THE WORLD
YEAH! YEAH! YEAH! YEAH! YEAH!

credit:br3m3n21

here the preview for tohoshinki MV

credit: melodist + dnbn

my question has been answered!!!!

2009-04-01T02:32:00.000-07:00

hahh~~..
about the opening of one piece!!
yeah!!
so.. the name of the 27th single of tohoshinki/dbsk/tvxq is share the world..
i should just believe in the translater of one piece manga when they translate eiichiro oda said about the new opening...
geez~~ nway! cant wait for the new opening!!!

ahh~~ i wonder when perkase is going to upload our picture..

earth hour in my....

2009-03-28T06:43:00.000-07:00

earth hour in my home sweet home was fun....
hahahha!! though it was a bit humid... we leave our door opened and let the fresh air in... that was refreshing though my granny always love to keep the door opened wide.. but not anymore at night...(no way! it's dangerous nowadays!)
ahh~~~....
it had been a long time since we have a super GOOD time...
though not all the family members are in... and my mom too....
even with only half of my siblings are home... it's still as noisy as ever...
we always got excited when it went blackout back then in the past...
ahh~~... i miss those days...\(*0*)/
but today... with nothing to do... no internet, computer, video games whatsoever....
we started with a boring talk... then to something that i dont even care about...

i was bored so my lil bro challenged me on racing up and down the stairs...
it was dark of course... i wasnt scared!!!(okay.. a liltle bit..=P)
then i pushed my bro up...

me: pergi arr sendiri klu nak (go on ahead if u want)... imah x nak (dont count me in)...

bro: hah!!! what the...

of course we checked on our neighbours...
well... i dont think it was needed... coz one of my neighbour were doing some kind of get together?? party?? ohh whatever... how could they not know about it...? i doubt it... ahh~~... they are just probably being ignorant... ahh.. maybe they just have planned that earlier than the earth hour.... none of my business...huhuh...

oh.. at the mean time i got a text from my cousin in pahang...
they r doing the same thing...

bid: rumah imah skrng mesti tgh gelapkan?

me: (i was excited) oh!! korng tgh buat bnde yg same gak!! (u guys are doing the same thing too!!)

bid: pakteh dan sekeluarga adalah keluarga yg bededikasi...(our family are very dedicated)

i burst into laughter!! hahahha!!! she can be funny sometimes..=P

oh yeah... after that i couldnt remember what happened we just started our concert in the living room...
my sis n i were singing "nobody" by wonder girls...(with the claps).. hahaha!!!
and my bro was just running endlessly around the house...(what's wrong with him?)
and then i started my "gee" by snsd.. alone with the dance infront of my grandma...
ahh~~.. she couldnt see a thing in the dark... so i was performing for nobody... ahhahahah!!!
then we started our "teng teng" game at the living room too without the drawing on the floor... we just jump for... who knows what... and i suddenly thought that we were like aborigine... huahahhah!

okay... so.. i think that was all of it..(oh okay well... not all of it..)

dad: okay.. we can switch our lights on...

_____________________the earth hour ends___________________

Ps: syeda bila nak balik join kitorng buat benda mengarut??

kem perkasa...

2009-03-22T05:44:00.000-07:00

ohh.. sangat memenatkan...
ahhh~~.. rugi betul x bawa kamera...
erkk...
memangla... nak kne belasah ngan umi ke?
rosak camera dia sape nak tanggung...
saya dok mencari cari blog siapa2 yg ade gmbr waktu saya berada di perkasa...
uhh~~...
sedih2... x berjaya...
x apa la.... harap2 dapat cari lain kali....
tunggu la syeda, imah try cari gmbr dekat sana...
nanti imah upload kat dalam blog ni kalau imah jumpa...

Happy Birthday Taeyeon!!

2009-03-09T02:24:00.000-07:00

leader oh SNSD group!! Happy Birthday!!
pretty2 taeyeon!!

Happy birthday to u!
happy birthday to u!
Happy Birthday to Taeyeon!
Happy Birthday to U???!!

Jang Ja Yun or also known as Sunny in Boys Before Flower Committed Suicide..

2009-03-08T20:35:00.000-07:00

aihh~~...
another sad news... on the 7th March 2009... found by her sister at 7.34p.m...
in her home at Bundang...
Jang Ja Yun a model and a recently debut actress... at the age of 27 committed sucide... from the investigation the police said that:
She had hung herself and she died approximately at 4:30 pm...
she was so pretty and so young yet she committed sucide...
from what i heard she was depressed becoz of some kind of problem with her agency and her work...
someone claimed that she once said that she was tired and wanted to die...
maybe she was depressed and got no one to talk to... (her parents died 10 years ago)
all the staff of Boys Before Flower pay condolonces to her death the day after(8th March)...
they were shocked... they were actually filming at that time...
life sure is unpredictable... hahh~~..

Arashi and Tohoshinki(dbsk/tvxq) together in music station!!!

2009-03-07T21:24:00.000-08:00

yahh~~...
i'm so excited when i get to know this...
ARASHI and Tohoshinki(dbsk/tvxq) are on the same show!!
it has always been my dream!!(and i believe all of arashi and thsk fans too)
violet told me about it.. she said she found it in cassiopeia...
thanx to them too...(^0^)i got to watch it and thanx to violet for informing me...
i dont like the idea of some fans trying to compare them...
but that's not my business... it's to their own liking whether to compare or not...
oh yeah!! i forgot to mention that Boa was also there! ahh~~... sugge-ne...
first smapxsmap and now with arashi! isk3... i'm so happy! (T0T)

okay here it is...
credit to: JapaneseCommercials

tohoshinki performance..
song:survivor
date: 6th of march 2009
credits: Haruka, lovecc CB & dbsg @LJ

arashi performance..
song:believe
dat 6th of march 2009
credit:lilywong0915

(sorry if i credit the wrong person.. if i do.. please inform me.. onegaishimasu)

one Piece!!! opening! we are!

2009-03-06T22:16:00.000-08:00

okay/...
i'm so confused...
but doesnt really matter..

okay.. i've heard from i cant remember who... that Tohoshinki sang one piece opening song...the title is WE ARE....
i thought at first we are is their song...
but i found out later that this song was sang by another band or person whom i dont know the name... ohh.. so i thought maybe they just sing it back.. i've heard that someone request for it??... i'm not sure...

this is the tohoshinki dbsk tvxq version...

(PS: i was soooo happy!! duhh~~ i am tvxq fan and at the same time one piece fan too, what do u expect??!!)

i searched the internet but couldnt find further information...(it really gets on my nerve!) (oh ok... maybe i'm not good at searching things...)
and now it seems that eiichiro oda(one piece mangaka) said that this coming april Tohoshinki is going to sing the opening song for one piece... it says so in the first page of chapter 534....
the latest one... and the name of the song is "share the world"...
if i'm not mistaken....
and now i found out that share the world and we are are the same song...
what??!!! OKAY... NOW I AM more confuse!!!
anyone!!! please help me!!!

absolutely immature!!!

2009-03-05T09:22:00.000-08:00

hahhh!!!
i'm tired... bad things happened....
i think i should just take it as a lesson...
hahh~~~
when am i going to change...
i wonder...

result... spm... result....
ahh... another one... gee... life... huhh...
positive... optimistic!!!
yeahh!! that's the word!!!
GAMBATTE ME!!!

especially for u.. AIN SURAYA MIOR AZRI!

2009-02-28T01:40:00.001-08:00

seriously no joke...
eventhough it's a bit embarassing... but i'm gonna tell u something very special to me... something that my lil bro saw me doing...(he laughed)
remember when we have our little conflict...
u know... there was one song that i'd always played in my head...
thinking of u...
that's the one and only song that i've save for u.... and only for u...

Sahabat Sejati
Album : See You D IPT
Munsyid : Unic
http://liriknasyid.com

Ku biar kalam berbicara
Menghurai maksudnya di jiwa
Agar mudah ku mengerti
Segala yang terjadi
Sudah suratan Ilahi

Ku biarkan pena menulis
Meluahkan hasrat di hati
Moga terubat segala
Keresahan di jiwa
Tak pernah ku ingini

Aku telah pun sedaya
Tak melukai hatimu
Mungkin sudah suratan hidupku
Kasih yang lama terjalin
Berderai bagaikan kaca
Oh teman, maafkanlah diriku

C/O :
Oh Tuhan
Tunjukkan ku jalan
Untuk menempuhi dugaan ini
Teman, maafkan jika ku melukaimu
Moga ikatan ukhwah yang dibina
Ke akhirnya

Aku tidak kan berdaya
Menahan hibanya rasa
Kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
Redhalah apa terjadi
Usahlah kau kesali
Mungkin ada rahmat yang tersembunyi

this was the song that i've always played in my head at that time... though u were not leaving me... but that song was just played on its own for u...
i even wrote it on a piece of paper unconciously....(okay.. maybe i'm exageratting) thinking of what had become of us at that time...
ahhh!!! this is toooooooooooo embarassing!!! hey!!! this is only for u okay!!! sepecially!!!

i'm tired.... sleepy~~~...

2009-02-28T00:56:00.000-08:00

ohhh....
this few days... i'm just too tired....
sleeping soo late...
uh...
it's soooo unhealthy...
not due to problems but coz of drama.. =P hoho! unhealthy... unhealthy....
hahh~~~... orait....

few things happened...
but i'm not going to think of it anymore...
i think it's wrong 4 me to think deeper into it....
i dont have the right to say anything....
though she seek 4 my help... but my inexperience self is not of any help...
it makes me feel sad.. i'm scared that i might say the wrong thing...
i believe in her... i'll just pray for 4 d best....
what bygone be bygone...
i'm tired.... hohh~~~...(sleepy no joke)

another confusing period...
i hate being confused...
no... i know... i'm not confused... it's escapism...
why am i trying to runaway??? they held me back...
i love them so much.... that i couldnt get myself out of the comfort zone...
will they be able to accept it??? i dont think so...
it's just that i dont want to... not that i'm not ready but to lose their special side that i've save it only for myself... it's hard...
hahh~~~...
i think i'll just let the time adjust everything for me...

Holy Quran Described by Imam Ali (a.s)

2009-02-26T06:53:00.000-08:00

"Then Allah sent to him the book as alight whose flames can not be extinguished, a lamp whose gleam does not die, a sea whose depth cannot be sounded, a way whose direction does not mislead, a ray whose light does not darken, a separator (of good and evil) whose arguments do not weaken, a clarifier whose foundations cannot be dismantled, a cure which leaves no apprehension for disease, an honour whose supporters are not defeated, and a truth whose helpers are not abandoned.

Therefore, it is the mine of belief and its centre, the source of knowledge and its ocean, the plantation of justice and its pools, the foundation stone of Islam and its construction, the valleys of truth and its plains, and ocean which those who draw water cannot empty, springs which those who draw water cannot dry up, a watering place which those who come to take water cannot exhaust, a staging place in moving towards which travelers do not get lost, signs which no treader fails to see and a highland which those who approach it cannot surpass it.

Allah has made it a quencher of the thirst of the learned, a bloom for the hearts of religious jurists, a highway for the ways of the righteous, a cure after which there is no ailment, an effulgence with which there is no darkness, a rope whose grip is strong, a stronghold whose top is invulnerable, and honour for him who loves it, a peace for who enters it, a guidance for him who follows it, an excuse for him who adopts it, an argument for him who argues with it, a witness for him who quarrels with it, a success for him who argues with it, a shield for him who arms himself (against misguidance), a knowledge for him who listens carefully, a worthy story for him who relates it and final verdict for him who passes judgement."

Source: Nahjul-Balaaghah (Edited & Published By Ahlul-Bayt Assembly of America)

sorry...

2009-02-20T04:54:00.000-08:00

i really have a lot of things to share in this blog...
but it seems that my time and my wilingness do not allow me to do so..
why???
oh... i wonder why... ;p

okay... let me summarised everything that i've done this past few month...
- maou
- ohno's bday..
- junsu's bday..
- i attend a demonstration at jalan ampang (the gaza thingy)... it was cool... that was my first time...
- i attend a camp... i got to know new people... well... it was of course fun too...(not to mention they were all older than me) the best part for me was outdoor activities for team building..
- class..
- shinee..
- driving lesson..
- went to pwtc...(i cant remember y)
- athirah stress..
- went to my relatives' houses..
- borrowed my cousin's book(twillight)
- atiya stress
- got to know that pride and prejudice is one awesome book.
- atiya happy..
- Kktoba namja..
- Uta No Onissan..
- athirah happy..
- clumsy and lopek in driving...
- lost in confidence... got stress out 4 no reason...
- zarith's bday...
- got to know super ultimate scary secret???
- changmin's bday..
- gain confidence.. happy again.. hohohoh
- sings all day long...
- play a prank on my bro...(oohohohho!!! it was soooo GOOD!!! i'm feeling good!)
- play games all day...

that's all.... i guess.... maybe that's not all... no no no... no doubt... i did more than that... well... dont care... that's all i can remember...
ohh... yeahh... nowadays i talk too much on phone... i wonder why....
but of course only to particular people...
- ain suraya
- nur athirah
- nor atiya
- ameera farisha

the top four!!!
ohh!! forgot to mention... i lost my UPU pin code..!!!!
it gives me so much trouble... i got scolded by my mom!!! ooohhhhhhhhhh!!!! tension2...

OH NO!!!

2008-10-27T08:29:00.000-07:00

something bad happened today!!
ahh!! my live!! my pride!!! just crashed...
my uttermost secret~~~..(not really)
...TUTTT......
hahhh~~~...
diela!!!!
hahhh~~~...
wateverla....

it is not actually a big thing....
so i'll just push it aside...(STEP ASIDE!)

and so.. SPM is around the corner..
no time to lose~~...(yea, right)
i just read some comics just now~~~... hahhahah!!!!
ohh!!! 4 ur information... i'm someone that doesnt really keep her words...
hohohoho... (shouldnt be proud of it)... (-.-`)

2008-10-06T05:40:00.000-07:00

yeah~~.. i know.. today is already the 6th day of raya...
but i'm still not too late to tell about my holiday this whole week, right?
hmm~~...

actually i was suppose to post this yesterday... why?
huhuhuh!!! becoz yesterday something happened to this laptop, dunno what... the internet connection suddenly disconnected and cannot be connected back!!! hahahhaha!!! bad luck..>:'(

first! of course we clean up our house!! HOHh~~.. it was tiring~~.. though i didnt do much...(--.) while my bros and sis were cleaning up the house i helped my mom make kuih and rendang for raya... huhuhuh~~~.... (hey! it's not an easy job okay!)

my bro busy with wiping the windows

this is just a type of vegetable that has nothing to do with me helping my mom make kuih or rendang.

afterwards we started study..

oh i forgot to mention!! DAD taught us how to anyam ketupat!!!! hahhahaha!!!!

so,
as usual, we(me and my family) went (balik kampung) to johor and pahang...
raya pertama in damansara, later in the afternoon we headed to pahang...

we arrive in the evening...
the best part was when we met with our cousins...
though only one of my uncle's family(pakteh n family) went back but it's already crowded and noisy...
hohohoho... duhh... it's like 7 of us and 14 of them...
21 people and my grandma sister's stayed together in that rumah kayu!
huahahha!!! it was fun of course!!!
we played until late night, watch drama, talk, etc...=P

ohh~~ before that we visited (all of us) our moyang's bro and sis(great-grandmother's bro and sis) and our grandparent's bro and sis...
of course they are old~~~....hahhaha!!

oh!!!
then we play with firefly and grasshopper~~..=P
Zamil(my cute little cousin) was so cute!!! he was scared of the grasshopper but act so tough~~...=P
hahahhahah!!!

the small one is zamil

THE GRASSHOPPER!!!

OH!! and to my dear sis in new zealand...
plez do ur best there is u are kind enough to read ur lil sis blog..
umi said that she wish u were here with us~~...=P (she did???)
hahhahha!! joking2...

so that's my story...
i'm too tired and lazy to continue... so.. that's it~~...
hahh~~~...

-THE END-

dbsk (You're my melody) lyric

2008-10-06T05:20:00.000-07:00

ROMANISATION

Non Naui Norae

Nunul gamumyon dullyoonun soridul
Gudaeui maumul gudaeui jagun saenggakdurul
Gae mamui manhun jabum taemune
Dutji mot haesonna bwa mianhae mianhae

Nunmurui shigani i
Jen history
Gokjonghajima Because

*You’re my melody norul yonjuhalke
On & On (and on & on & on)
Non norae nae sarmui saunduturaek
Insaengui mudael
Barkhyojunun norul saranghae
To bullojullae non naui norae

I’m sorry ran marul hagi shirhotdon jajonshim
Manhatdon nomudo mami gananhaetdon
Nae yonghoni mallagago isul tae
Modunge munojil tae naege wajulle

Sulpumui shigando noraechorom
Kok kuchi innungol Because

**It’s your love your love
Naege sarangul dullyojudon
(And on & on & on)
Gudaen naui ridum nae sarmui sonmul
Nul hangsang gyoteso arumdaun kumi doeojwo
To bullojullae non naui norae

Su obshido manhun sad love songs
Uril noraehanun got gatado
i sungan nae gyotul jikyojunun
Gudaen muotboda sojunghangollyo
Nunul gamumyon dullyoonun soridul
Gudaeui maumul ijen bulloyo

*Repeat
**Repeat 2x

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TRANLATIONS

Closing my eyes, listening to the sounds around me
Your soul, your tiniest thoughts
I couldn’t hear them because of the static in my heart
Sorry, sorry

The times when you shed tears is now history
Don’t worry because

You’re my melody
I’ll perform for you (on and on)
You are my song
The soundtrack in my life
I love you
You lighted up the stage of my life
(I’ll sing it again) You’re my song

I’m not willing to say ‘I’m sorry’
I’ve got lots of pride yet my heart’s empty.
When my soul runs dry
When everything falls apart
Will you come to me

The sad times will end like a song because

It’s your love your love
You told me the meaning of love (and on & on & on)
You’re my rhythm
A gift in my life
Giving me beautiful dreams
Always by my side
I’ll sing it again
You’re my song

The many sad love songs
Seem to be singing of us

Protecting me by my side during this time
You are more important than anything

Listening to the sounds around me when I close my eyes
I’m calling out to your heart now

*repeat chorus 1&2*
*repeat chorus 2*

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KOREAN

눈을 감으면 들려오는 소리들 그대의 마음을 그대의 작은 생각들을
내 맘의 많은 잡음 때문에 듣지 못 했었나봐 미안해 미안해
눈물의 시간이 이젠 history 걱정하지마 Because

*You’re my melody 너를 연주할게 On & On (and on & on & on)
넌 노래 내 삶의 사운드트랙
인생의 무댈 밝혀주는 너를 사랑해 또 불러줄래 넌 나의 노래

I’m sorry 란 말을 하기 싫었던 자존심 많았던 너무도 맘이 가난했던
내 영혼이 말라가고 있을 때 모든 게 무너질 때 내게 와줄래
슬픔의 시간도 노래처럼 꼭 끝이 있는 걸 Because

**It’s your love your love 내게 사랑을 들려주던 (and on & on & on)
그댄 나의 리듬 내 삶의 선물
늘 항상 곁에서 아름다운 꿈이 되어줘 또 불러줄래 넌 나의 노래

수없이도 많은 Sad love songs 우릴 노래하는 것 같아도
이 순간 내 곁을 지켜주는 그댄 무엇보다 소중한 걸요
눈을 감으면 들려오는 소리들 그대의 마음을 이젠 불러요

*Repeat

**Repeat ⅹ2

Credits: DBSKer + minsarang@wp
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CHA SOO KYUNG

2008-09-27T07:21:00.000-07:00

well...
i have nothing else to tell about in this blog..
only about artist and birthday parties...
huhuhuh...

well. whatever...
ok... i have always mention about a girl name charice, charice and charice..
so.. now i'm gonna tell about a lady name cha soo kyung... a korean singer..
already debute. she has a perfect voice..(her whistle is very powerful!!)
people call her korean mariah carey.. =D

she sang my all

credit to http://funpic.co.kr

SPEEDO my adopted cat!!!

2008-09-22T05:07:00.000-07:00

it's a long story on how speedo became my adopted cat..
and i dont have the time to tell about it...
i will maybe someday...

well....
the thing is i just wanna tell that i love this cat very much..
n want to share some of his CUTE picture i took here...

Charice Pempengco

2008-09-20T07:39:00.000-07:00

again about charice...

although i know i'm quite outdated on whats going on in charice's world...

hahahah.....

but i still going to mention anything that amaze me about this amazing girl..=D

i was bored today(though exam is still on, too lazy to study! huahahah!!!!) so i just type youtube....

that's common right.(i fine youtube very convenient) then i saw someone watching charice's performance.

so i decided to click on it...(duhh~~~ i was bored that time) .....

i was shocked that she got to sing with celine dion on oprah winfrey show!!!

wahhh!!! i got excited and search for her performance that i've been missing lately....

this her performance with celine dion!!!

credit: hezann and babeskorea

bad things happened but there are still many things we can learn from mistakes

2008-09-16T01:52:00.000-07:00

hello~~~
it's been awhile since i post any blog.
but it doesnt really matter anyway.
who would want to read my boring post.
huahahaha!!!! (ohh!!! i think my sis does) (u are probably reading right nw)
okay... lets c... the truth is i have no idea on what i should post in this blog....
i'm just tired right now and are trying to rest so i thought, why dont i waste my time posting anything stupid...
well... that's all...
just wanna post something new, but meaningless..
huahhahah!!!
so... i'm off... chow... gonna sleep....

to think what is write and what is wrong...

2008-08-30T18:55:00.000-07:00

i dont really know how to start this...

lets just start with......

it has always been in my mind since the day that i dived deeply into my heart~~~.....
to know what is best and what is not...
to know whether i'm right or i'm wrong..
to understand what life is....
to redeem the trust that the LORD gave to me long before i was born....
to look back the sinful things i've done for LORD to wrath....

like some people says:-
it is easy to say that you love the LORD....
it is easy to say that the LORD is the Almighty....
it is easy to say that you are scared of the LORD...
it is easy to say that you are loyal to the LORD....

but have you ever done or follow the things that he told you too??
have you ever not go against what he told you not too???
i dont think there are such person anymore in this world...
that is why we know it clearly that the LORD is the most PRECIOUS, GRACIOUS and MERCIFUL! (and of course lots more)
though we did a lot of unforgivable things.....

And the story begins:

one day, i went to school blablabla.... as always... nothing important....

(this was before i look into myselfla)
but i've never feel at ease... i've always think that something is distrubing me....

its just that things did not feel right when i'm doing anything and started felling uncomfortable...
yeah~~ i know it's confusing but dont blame my english!!! hauhahaha!!! (still pracitising) (lack of knwledge in vocab n grammar) to boast around about things and purposely make it transparent and to show off that u are the right one and always put your egos up and never try looking around you and all of that are just to make u feel superior and good.
that's just disgusting isnt it????
well i' m not talking about other people here... i'm talking about the jerk me...
i hate that part of me the most and i think there are still some left inside me that i really want to rub it off!!!!

i hope i'm not wht i think i am... or prbbly anymore...
hahhh~~~... whatever it is.... i'm sure that i love THE LORD very much though i know i can nvr bit the one that we know who love the LORD so much... more than anyone who ever live in this world.

the end of my endless thoughts.....

whitney houston 'i have nothing'

2008-08-10T03:53:00.000-07:00

Share my life, take me for what I am
Coz I'll never change all my colours for you
Take my love, I'll never ask for too much
Just all that you are and everything that you do

I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide

Well,don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me...
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you, you, you, you, you, you...

You see through, right to the heart of me
You break down my walls with the strength of your love mmmmm...
I never knew love like I've known it with you
Will a memory survive, one I can hold on to

I don't really need to look very much further
I don't want to have to go where you don't follow
I won't hold it back again, this passion inside
I Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide
Your love I'll remember, forever

Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me...
I have nothing, nothing, nothing...

Well,don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Or must I imagine you there
Don't walk away from me no...
Don't walk away from me
Don't you dare walk away from me
I have nothing, nothing, nothing
If I don't have you, you
ooohhh,ooooh
if i don't have you,oohh... Thank you, thank you very much!

about one amzing girl named Charice Pempengco

2008-08-09T00:03:00.000-07:00

now i'm going to tell you about someone that really touches my heart so deeply with her amazing voice....
huhahhaha...
well... usually my heart is easily snatched by people with amazing voice like her...=P
ehehehe...

*Charice Pe**mpengco*

she was born on the 10th of may 1992...(she's just one year behind me)
she's now 16 year-old
she's a singer from philipin, and now a star in hollywood(i think)
actually i dont know much about her.... but what i know is that she's a great and a fantastic singer!!!

thanks to star king show a show from korea and youtube i got to know this lovely young lady...
her performance was superb!!!
the performance was in 2007... just last year.. cant remember the date....

....this was her first performance that i watch...
you should check it out... you will fall for her voice too!!!

....and this was...
CHARICE PEMPENGCO LIVE ON ELLEN DEGENERES SHOW
she was invited there...

this is from the oprah show...
she cried... because she had always dream to sing in oprah's show...(heck who wouldn't want that?!)

there are too many performance... i can't list everything....
i would like to show some more...
but, it seems that i do not have much time to share it now....

arashi ARASHI fOR dReAm!!!!!

2008-08-08T03:47:00.000-07:00

huhuhhuh....

at last something that got nothing to do with birthdays right??
huahahhaha!!!

okay STOP!!! back to the main topic!!!
yeah!!! ARASHI!!!!!
it has been quite long since i stuck myself back with arashi...

introducing my favourite mmbr in arashi~~~~ *jeng jeng jeng* jeng jeng jeng*
none other than....................................................
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OHNO SATOSHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
his characteristics:
his blurrr but at the same time his adorable(anyone has any objection ??!!!). he always put an innocent look and blurr but deep inside we know that he is as naughty as the other members.

one of the various reasons i'm back with arashi is because of oh-chan!!!!
to have him act in a drama was a big thing to me!!!ohno!!! with his first ever drama that shows his coolness side!!! usually he will only act in a stage play...now its something new...
hehheheh!!! i'm PROUD of our oh-chan....

he's casting as the main actor in a drama.... the name of the drama is Maou...
it tells about..... something to do with lawyer or....ermmm...no idea....
actually i haven't watch the drama yet...... yeah~~~ of course i can watch it fromthe internet and download it or something....
but i don't want to watch it from the internet or download it....
i just want to buy the cd player and make it one of my most precious collection!!! i dont really like to waste money on something like drama that i can watch from the internet~~~...(i'm a very stingy person) but this is a different case!!!! it's ohno's first drama and i will appreciate and treasure his hardwork!!! GAMBATTE OH_CHAN!!!!

oh!!!! i forgot to mention about their cool and charismatic pv from the opening of Maou song.....
........TRUTH.......
my fav song recently..

ohhh~~~.... another birthday....

2008-08-01T08:35:00.000-07:00

my blog is all about birthday.. ehhh~~....
hahahhahah!!!
well... i was thinking of posting something else before... but i couldnt find the ryte time to post...
hahhahhaha!!!!

okay enough!!!! first thing first....
BIRTHDAY!!!!
yes!!! today is my BESTEST FRIEND's birthday!!!! (AIN SURAYA)
hahahhahaha!!!!
i just got home and now sitting in front of the computer to talk i mean type about it...
today....in the morning at school.... actually i was planning to give her the present dat i bought her...
but unfortunately i forgot to bring it to school...
some of my fwenz already gave her the present but i just congratulate her....
then my friend (ameera) asked me why didnt i give her the present that i bought for her....
huahhahah!!! so, i said innocently...
no2... i dont want to burden her...
she's going home by walking so i dont want her to carry a lot of things... so it wont be too bothersome for her... hahahahah!!!
and she believe ot completely... yeahh...but at least it's true..... coz the guyz bought her a quite big and very cute teddy bear!!! hik2!! she loves the bear.... ohh~~~ i hope she would my present too!!!*praying hard*

okay so that was in the morning...
and so i was invited to her birthday party...
it was held just now at TGIF, curve....
the attendance: 1. her whole family and of course including her
2. andrea
3. zarith and eza
4. and of course me....

we had so much fun tonight.....
the workers were all shouting and ermmm~~~ how should i put it~~~.... screaming...hahah no..no...nvm...bumbarombumbambam.... something like that.. i think~~~
but it was fun... they asked ain to stand up on the chair dat ain was sitting on and asked her to sing... so she sang love so sweet by arashi....
it was so cute and nice!!! that's my AIN!!! me, zared, eza and lily sang together...
the workers were all hillarious... they were not cool at all but fun to be with.... they joked and laughed with us...
and lastly they sang ain a burfday song~~~~...
OHNO!!! i forgot to mention....
when they finished singing they took a picture with ain...
so one of the workers took out his phone and said look at the camera....
after they took the picture they suddenly shouted near ain's ears!!! what the hell were they saying i couldnt interpret...
i was sitting beside ain and almost having my ear drums exploded....
i came out from the restaurant feeling dizzy~~~....
uhh~~~ it was to loud...
hahhahah!!! but out of all that was really fun!!! ohh~~~... andrea went back earlier.. ehh!! NOoOoooo... i think she hang out with her bf after that... huhuhuh.... well... i was curious waht type of guy that andy will fall for... and i c... he looks very decent and i think he's perfect for our cutie little andy~~~
okay!!! whatever it is....
THANX to AIN for making me enjoy her birthday together!!!
love her and forever will...
ohh~~~i'm sleepy... (-o-)*yawning* okay time to sleep.... goodnight...

trah's birthday party

2008-07-22T04:59:00.000-07:00

it was superb fun today!!!!!!!
though it was tiring... huahahaha~~~
today is one of my good friend's birthday. her name is athirah...
we had a lot of fun because we(the five of us eza, me, red, thin and meer) had a hard time preparing for the surprise party. Our leader/the master mind eza was so excited today becoz we had plan the surprise party within a fortnight.
one of the plans was to make sure it was the worst birthday in her life...
so we decided to act a little bit. We decided to make eza and fathin fight with each other.
They were acting pretty good not to mention that our first class actress FATHIN acted so good that i was scared even though i knew she was just faking it.
At first, we thoght she (athirah) already saw through everything but shockingly she told us that she thought (at the party) that they were really fighting...
wahhahahha!!! that was hillarious.
uhhh~~~... but it was a bit dissapointing because our so called leader wanted to make it simple that only a few of us was able to celebrate the birthday party....
It will be nice to have AIN (my beshfwen) to surprise athirah together with us.

.......THE END........

about myself~~~

2008-07-17T05:23:00.000-07:00

hello everyone~~~.....
i'm some1 that loves my family, friends, mangas and of course myself...
every single person should loves oneself before loving anything else, right??
.... ok whatever~~~

uhhh!!!!! i'm bored...
actually i have nthing to do..... no ..... actually there are still tons of homeworks left on my table...didnt touch any of it yet!!!
huahahha!!!
well... this is my first time having a blog....
my mom said that i should create a blog to improve my english....
so i am now...... obviously giving it a shot... dunno how long this blog will last.. huhuhuhuh....